what to do
when all you know
is fading away
your life becomes vague
unclear, tainted with lies
created by yourself
what to do
when your habit
is taking over your life
you can only act to what you know
ending up with a bruised heart
what to do
when you can’t let go
you keep going back to
what it was that broke you down
unable to mend what is broken
all I need to do is walk away
If I only could…
If only it was that easy
My body has healed
It grew on weight
My mind is still anorexic
I’m too thick
It tells me to stop eating
Feel the disire to be thin again
Feel your heart beating
While it skipps a beat now and then
Feel the rush of breaking free
Binge, purge
Hold on the faith
While you find the strength to starve
Crush the dreams you once thought were yours
‘Cause they are hers to take
My body has healed
It grew on weight
But my mind is still anorexic
I’m too thick
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I break down
fall, in a million little pieces
in my tears I’ll drown
how much can a person take?Me
The sun seems to shine no more
I lose myself
while I’m fighting for a cure
but there is no change
Everything is still the same
was it all for nothing?
when I fail, I will be the one to blame
without a doubt
I’m still fighting
although I never seem to win
nothing left to take over
no where left to begin
I’m broken
defeated
torn apart
because my life has cheated
it betrayed
the one thing it needed to protect
In haar belevenis
is ze een gezette meid
niemand zal haar accepteren
zij, die eenzaam maar met jou, haar leven slijt
Onacceptabel vindt ze haar lijf
ogen staren vol afkeer
littekens gezet op haar huid
littekens voor haar innerlijke zeer
Gedreven door perfectie
verslagen door haar beeld
haar spiegel geeft van haar waarheid geen reflectie
Vastberaden ben jij
vastberaden voor haar leven zonder zin
het leven met het verkeerde doel
zodat ze weer terug komt bij het begin
She is lost inside a world
filled with despair
she is crying out for help
and they all stop and stare
Stare at this lonely girl
who is scared of all she knows
she is held back by fear
as her hatred grows
She isn’t good enough
all that she is, they don’t care
thick skinned, tough
are you kidding?
She is lost
in food, weight and compromise
But at what cost?
-Life